From March 29, 2012 - Not sure why I didn't post this then...
I'm still sort of in a state of shock that I am actually a mother. I have a child. My beautiful little Socha has gotten an amazingly strong hold on my heart - it actually makes me cry to think about how much I'm in love with her. This coming from the woman who never wanted children - until she met the man of her dreams. I feel such intense feelings for Socha and additionally, I have the same incredibly intense feelings of love for my husband too. I've spent the days that we've been home from the hospital (a total of 3) crying off and on - mostly crying for the joy, but often crying from the fear that Socha might be ill or that my milk won't come in or any of the many things that could happen. Socha, your dad has been a saint to put up with my gigantic emotional rollercoaster. It's so amazing to be a family. Three of us.
I'm still sort of in a state of shock that I am actually a mother. I have a child. My beautiful little Socha has gotten an amazingly strong hold on my heart - it actually makes me cry to think about how much I'm in love with her. This coming from the woman who never wanted children - until she met the man of her dreams. I feel such intense feelings for Socha and additionally, I have the same incredibly intense feelings of love for my husband too. I've spent the days that we've been home from the hospital (a total of 3) crying off and on - mostly crying for the joy, but often crying from the fear that Socha might be ill or that my milk won't come in or any of the many things that could happen. Socha, your dad has been a saint to put up with my gigantic emotional rollercoaster. It's so amazing to be a family. Three of us.
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